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to stay or to leave?Y

so tiring...
mc cafe is damn tiring
yet so little pay
i rather waork at main store

but
i tink i will miz da place though i wunt regret leaving cafe
haix
how ar?

lets change topic
to all whu noe about tis
我和她正式結束彼此“曖昧”的關係
原來負心人不易當
我好殘忍ㄛ

still dun feel lyk sleeping
but i very tired leh...
haix

taKe mi aWay..Saturday, April 26, 2008.02:30





YAY my 100th postY

and how do i celebrate it?
watching my recent dreams!!










one day (when my susu is real beautiful) i will design the best latte art
muahaha

taKe mi aWay..Wednesday, April 23, 2008.00:59





dun misinterpret my msgY

i admit im really very depressed recently
but that doesnt mean im not able to differentiate the right from wrong

由始至终 我不知道自己是在同情她还是关心她
但我相信她的生活缺少了爱与关怀
我对我身边所有的人始终是抱着信任的态度
所以我坚持每个人都是好人
她 也不会例外

我知道她曾经隐瞒我很多事情
她曾经装可怜博同情
做了很多令人讨厌憎恶的事
不懂得自爱 不会为别人着想
但尽管如此
我都不会嫌弃她

我选择相信她是被周围环境所影响 所以误入歧途
但即使事实上她是在自甘堕落
以伤害自己身体来得到满足
就算全世界的人都看不起她 都放弃了她
我始终会站在她那里
支持她 希望有朝一日她会回头
我想让她相信 这世上还有温情
做错了还能够回头 不必要一错再错

或许 她的恶习永远都改不了
或许 她选择继续堕落下去
或许 我根本没办法改变她
但我不会放弃她
直到她选择离开我对她的关心


i wanna say again
yes, she is my fav darling
juz lyk anand whu is oso my cute darling
i will try my best to guide her to the right path
but that doesnt mean i will blindly protect her when she do wrong
and that doesnt oso mean i will forsake her when she do wrong

and last of all
i only treat her as my darling
but not my 下半輩子最重要的人
got different de hor

taKe mi aWay..Monday, April 14, 2008.14:30





long time no blogY

muz learn to be active in blogging
cannot always put all my sorrows and happiness in my heart
muz say it out LOUD!!

i dun lyk the idea of hving friendster
why?
hmm, tis qn seems chim...
coz i feel that i too old for it?
haha...

in the end
i sign up for tagged
look lyk a banned site
so not well-known lyk that
dun care lah

8 apr, tue, my off day
meier call mi early in the morning to ask mii to work
i say no firmly
i dun wan my afternoon plan to be ruined
no more sacrifice for mcd

that incident really make mi make up my mind
i msg iris
its either i convert back to crew or i resign
no point making my life miserable in cafe

stupid expresso lesson
fancy holding on the 21st
how am i suppose to wait till that day?
when kelvin come into cafe
i cant wait anymore

off for 2 days
no closing for 2 days
do eu noe how happy i am?
i SUPER DUPER happy!!

everyday acting very cheerful
but i can never feel myself very happy
everyday muz sound enthu towards customers
enthu till i find myself very fake
being in service sector is not an easy job
not all customers are easy to handle
i lyk my regular customers
so understanding
i hate some ugly customers
acting very highly educated when is an unreasonable caveman inside

human are really very ugly
why is the world so not perfect?

haahaa
i think i going to become pessimistic again
i think tv world is more beautiful than real life
because happy ending always come very fast
but in reality
eu have to persist
till the very end
then eu find ur happy ending
can i wait until that day
or will i give up half-way

im very tired to hold on
as if there is nothing to support mii on my road of persistent
i didnt truthfully tell my darling

the reason why i reject her
is bcoz i need a shoulder on lean on
not i lending a shoulder for eu
i dun wan to give eu any false hope
i dun wan to decieve myself
hoping to make use of eu to be my life buoy
but i afraid one day when im really very lonely
very tired
very fragile
...
...

do eu noe
im scare one day eu finally found ur happiness
and im all alone again
whole day waiting for my phone to ring
yet it never make any single move
and im all alone again

alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone

how pathetic i am
how useless i am
how redundent i am
wats the point of living

taKe mi aWay..Friday, April 11, 2008.02:47





my tears are going to dry up...Y

the first day i attached to centrepoint as a beanie
one customer told mi:
eu are very enthusiastic at ur work
but gradually eu will not feel the same way
i juz smiled and didnt really take notice of his words

2nd Feb, Lot1 CCK4 mcdonald re-open with a new look plus mc cafe
till now...
i really have enough of it

i recently sms mariana my cute cute cafe manager
i have been working at mcd longer than at cafe
but i cried more often at cafe than at main store
can i quit cafe and work in main store?
then mariana ask whether can we have a talk
but i rejected and told her i can still make it for cafe
that is after my 1st BIG explosion during work

shortly after that
my 2nd slightly smaller explosion came
and i went to manager room to ask for resignation letter
(im still working at that time
thanks pirkash for taking over mii for a while)
i told michelle im really serious tis time
in the end my heart soften and promised to work juz as a closer

thankfully now i have huiling
as soon as i get my rightful salary
i QUIT
and I DUN CARE about cafe anymore!!
I DO WHAT I SAY!!

for ur information
the reason why beanie pay is higher than main store crew pay (not counting malaysian crew):
main store crew can either become a kitchen, counter or lobby crew etc
but beanie have to do all of them
but now my pay is still not adjusted
and im working lyk siao yet recieving pay same as main store crew

sum1 (name is being protected) told mi she would rather work at starbucks
and i agreed since i oso see for myself how happy the crew work at civic centre
and i may consider to go for it after i quit mc cafe

***************

for all this while
i tot i have put in my best for closing
wen keep suan-ing that im very slow
but at least i tot i been very serious at my work
sadly my colleages (names are protected) told mi that the morning crews or to be specific the shift leaders are complaining that my place is always very dirty
if it is only one person telling mi about tis
i may juz half believe her word
but now
it is two person telling mi
i really very upset
and i cried again (tis time i dun wan let any1 see, scare they call mi crybaby)
let see
if the closer close very fast and the area is still dirty
eu should noe the person did not do a good jod obvious rite?
but if the closer is always the last one to finish closing
and yet still kanna complain that the place is dirty
wat does that mean?
it means for the whole 2 hrs im doing rubbish?
the main thing i upset about is that
instead of correcting mii, telling mii where i go wrong
they choose to complain among themselves
making mii sound very sinful

i dun noe whether izzit their expectation too high or i am really not a good closer
i cant take it anymore
i cherish my pride more than anything else

as what i told michelle: 我想得很清楚了
I WANNA QUIT
since mariana is no more a cafe manager
i can quit
that wat we say before
MARIANA: only i quit 1st then eu can quit arh, dun wai-yang wai-yang arh
MII: okay lor, den i let eu quit 1st lor =)

over here, i oso wanna say sorry to all customers buying at mc cafe during my shift:
sorry for being so attitude
bcoz i really cant take it anymore
and in the end i have to vent it on eu all
causing eu all to have a bad experience at CCK mc cafe
very sorry...

哭過之後 是選擇忘記 還是決定放棄?
i choose to quit
bcoz i have enough of it

taKe mi aWay..Friday, April 04, 2008.03:36







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