emptyY
i mizz my sch life
especially jc life
or should i say
i mizz the days when i half work half school
at least my focus for life is to study for gd grades
rite now
i dunno wat i am aiming for
working mindlessly
getting tired of work
i realise im not suit for routine jobs
everyday following the same schedule
do the same thing
blah blah blah
wat am i doing rite now?
i dunno
can i juz end it now?
RITE NOW
taKe mi aWay..Tuesday, October 28, 2008.22:35
in a different lightY
after venting my frustration bout that sum1
i realise that its ok to complain about her bad points
but after that
try to look at her good points
(erm... what are her gd pt?
erm... im still finding
am i?)
i dun wish to sound lyk i dun lyk her from head to toe
at least throughout these days
i hve been giving troubles for her as well
so today
i decide to gif her compliments
encourging her to be more confident and do a better job
and i feel so great
she not that bad actually
its juz that dating in store in a real headache
and im not juz refering to these 2 couples
taKe mi aWay..Sunday, October 26, 2008.22:53
add-onY
forget to say
one day
two beanies went to kfc for dinner
at the counter
one of the beanies said
"can i change the coleslaw for WHIPPED CREAM?"
uh-oh
"no, i mean whipped potato"
tt beanie is real stupid
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opps
i think i get some parts of my previous post wrong
aiya
lazy to change lah
明白的人明白就好了
不明白的多嘴亦不關俺的事
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coz u nvr work in cafe b4
so u can say anything u want
as if u no nd to be responsible for that
easy said than done
y not u oso work in cafe
and u tot that it is easy to work in cafe
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hua hua jie
why say sry?
u nvr do anything wrong wat
u arh
always pull every blame to urself
cannot lyk tat kk?
taKe mi aWay..Wednesday, October 22, 2008.15:27
a long long postY
kk
really damn it
forget save the post that i have been writing for almost 1 hr
now
im gonna re write again
its have been some time since i use computer
did any1 mizz mi?
no?!
oh man~
i dun mizz u too
=D
u all want mi start my story from olderst to newest or the other way round?
anything??
oh man~
u all are so lazy
lets start from the newest bah :D
18Oct
really looking forward to work today
but so sad
real sad
and angry!
dun think u are the future shit leader gerl
u can suka suka in cafe hor!
those thing suppose to be done in the morning u totally didnt bother to do!
what?!
u gonna tell mi u all are very buzy?!
no time for it?!
damn shit lame excuse!!
i got check hor!
and evidence show the opposite
u do have the time to finish it ok!!
what now? trying to act innocence
go lah! go complain to ur laogong!
u think i dunno meh?
he is being more and more leinent on u
he has been protecting u even though u didnt do well
he keep saying u are better than qianli while i think she is more better in everything than u
yup qianli is better in serving customers, preparing frappe, steaming milk and stuffs
dun argue or complain
i observe all this by MYSELF
and of coz qianli gain advantage coz she work full time
but it oso shows that u didnt make effort to improve urself
hence i conclude qianli is way better than u
so what u are that shit leader gerl?!
u think i scared of him meH
walau.. now i do strongly agree NO LOVE RELATIONSHIP AT WORK!!
since u have no sense of responsibility for cafe
u might as well dun work here
really very KNS
back to my sad thing
i deciede to quit again
again
and i feel really exhausted
sry karen
i actually not angry wif u
really
i angry wif lot1 mc cafe
real angry wif cafe
i want go back main store
17Oct
omfg
what kind of schedule is this?
u down beanie u settle urself lah?!
when is it my fault?
why do u have to torture mi?!
so what im the most experienced beanie?
means i can handle the whole crowd-in myself alone?
i was totally overwhelmed by the whole pile of things awaiting for mi
i really cant stand it
u noe its fri
u target $1000 sales
yet u gimmi this shit no of crew to work
how am i suppose to gif u slaes wif this KNS schedule?!
den i tell u i want talk to u
u say u want do ordering
talk later at 1530h
in the end @1700h
u sms mi saying u need to rush back office
WTH
u tot i want say resign izzit?
u nvr say i oso nvr rmb of it at all
now u reminded mi of it
good job
actually i juz wanna say
if u gimmi this kind of schedule
u might as well dun call mi down for work
im not a superman
how am i suppose to take order, collect payment, prepare and assemble product, and serve customers with sincere smile and cheerful tone ALL THIS BY MYSELF ONLY?!
do u noe that we beanies always have to do free labour just to cover each other till the next beanie come?
so what we have the managers around?
even they do offer to help out by taking order and thats all they could do
even they can even help out by preparing the products and thats all they could do
hey please
they oso have to look after main store ok
u think they will always be avaliable for cafe at all times?
really damn angry
one this day i got my bonus
i now (a little bit) rich :D
go eat dinner/supper with 2pid kelly
actually craving for fried rice at that moment
but too bad 302 dun have
so eat 炒粿条 wif 2pid kelly
haha xD
forget to request no chilli for her
she eating till sweating all the while
and she oso dun eat 蛤
throw all to mi to eat
my mouth has the seafood smell all the night
yucks
actually was suppose to stay back help prakash one
coz the stupid schedule again
thats the 2nd thing i want to tell yenni
if u all want to put the night beanie work till 2300h on fri and sat
u might as well let cafe close at 0000h
do u really think that that 2 hrs is managable for us closers
KNS
have to pre-close, serve customers where occasionally are large orders, wash all the cultery saucers and cups, stock take, stock up stuffs for the nxt day
all by ownself
u think its easy u do urself lah!
im not cut for it
is this what u want to hear
so be it!
darling say he seriously want to quit
coz he feel not respected and trusted in the store
i feel real sad
dun u all think that he had been trying to change for the better attitude that u all ask him to do?
now what?
changes take time
i noe he is trying hard to change?
why are u all still feel that all is not enough?
really damn sad
16Oct
stay from opening till closing
damn crazy
tot mummy and baba will kill mi
and forbide mi to work in mcd anymore (YEAH~)
but they juz say that im crazy and thats all (SIGN~)
actually i dun mind at all
coz i promise darling
he say i long time nvr go hm tgt wif him
ya~ thats true
my schedule have changed to morning shift
really mizz my night shift ppl
15Oct
opening is fun
but tired at the same time
went hm at 1700h
juz to ensure cafe no nd mi around
after reach hm
*POMB*
slp all the way till nxt day opening
mizz my dinner
hungry sia
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finally got time to read ppl blog
1st is jj and wen blog
started to mizz my aunt
throughout her funeral
i didnt shed any tears
我以為我看開了
but right nw im trying to force my tears to stay within my eyes
no
i wunt cry
but right now
i mizz ah-gong
den i realise
differ from jj
i still have all my grandperents living
which means one day i will lose them one by one
den i started to feel afraid
no
i dunwan to experience that
since young
death is so familar yet so distance
and now
im gonna to be forced to accept death
and i dunwan to cry
i dunwan
no
cant
feel really sry to yiyi
happy belated bday to u man
muacks
didnt realise the WWW trip is so impt to u
and tell u frankly
i dun go is coz i no $$
but if i noe it is so impt to u
i will go no matter what
TRUE!
taKe mi aWay..Sunday, October 19, 2008.04:47
Crush - David ArchuletaY
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
i love this song man <3
taKe mi aWay..Wednesday, October 08, 2008.21:16
ARGH!!Y
qiqi so tired man~
y arh?
qiqi oso dunno
qiqi lazy to tag ppl back
so i reply all taggs over here
1) to baobeier<3 mizz u sooooooooooo much too
muacks =)
2) to qianli u got improvment arh...
erm, ya lah ya lah haha XD
i will gif u chance to improve on ur susu
try speed up okk ^^
3) to hua hua jie
actually its we want go out play again
but nvm lah
ur work more impt =)
thx for ur concern
4) to shuen
now i very happy =D
qiqi eat a lot today
fat fat sia
taKe mi aWay...21:03
today and yesterdayY
yesterday went to mariana chiobu de open hse
happy belated bday to chiobu^^
wat a day
1st go lot1 to meet wif wen to WALK to chiobu hse
go there sit sit eat eat
den go to junction8 to buy sasa voucher
den go back to cck and chiobu hse again
eat again
watch part of spiderman2 there
lolx
and finally went back lot1 for closing
sianz
today is 5Oct le
went out wif shuen kaiquan and weileng
wosh
when is the last time we met sia...
think got half a year le bah
initially wanted to watch movie den go eat de
but we decided to save our money
and went to eat at botak jones
i try fish and chips ^^ nice^^
taKe mi aWay..Sunday, October 05, 2008.15:48
liar liar pants on fireY
okk
i cheated myself and everyone else
i decided to stay in cafe
until?
until i decided to quit again
times i think of quiting cafe
i wanted go back main store badly
and as usual
i decide to hang on
for wat reason?
i oso dunno
haix
qianli happy now=)
taKe mi aWay..Saturday, October 04, 2008.03:16
LMAOY
okk
a bit of vulger here
i suppose
LOL man
taKe mi aWay..Friday, October 03, 2008.05:04